Edward bach was a very compassionate man.
He hesitate between being a priest or a doctor but decide a doctor was more able to relieve pain so more usefull.
It was report he has empathy and that is why he manage to find the 38 Bach remedies by attuning to them simply by walking close to them in the country side.
The ones against Bach remedies said Bach remedies are pure nonsense because of that.This is simply impossible they would affirm.
No one can do that and to rely on medicine find this way prov how silly stupid those using this method can be.
Are you ill sometimes Flip?
When it happen to me and when I went to the doctor they always ask me a stupid question:
"how do you feel?"
If you are seing a doctor the answer might be" I feel bad".
So they ask" How had" and this is the REAL stupid question.
When they ask me this, if you know...how many time I thought..if only they could be in my body..feel what I feel instead of asking me stupid questions ...as there is no word to describe pain...
And I was keeping on thinking..real doctor should feel the pain of the others and not ask stupid questions.
And you know what?
It seems to me sometimes I feel the pain of the others.Not their real pain.pain a pain connected to their pain.
At first it was absolutly unpleasant..really painfull..but so fast it was almost not painfull.
Painfull enought to be feel and no way to said you have imagine it as it was such violent, I could not miss it.
But so fast it was much more a memory of pain than real pain.
But as fast as it was I find it real unpleasnt so I ask it to stop..
And it stops for some months.Years ago.
After while I change my mind because it was usefull...
The pain was in a specif body part which has a meaning regarding the personn with who it happen, so I ask it to come back.
And it come again.
But no way I like it..Despite I like it for it's usefull quality I dislike it so I ask if it could be change.
The pain was like a arrow of fire.Horrible but fast as an arrow.
Now it is a sort of vibe...very strange..not a love Wave more like an electric one...a sort of muscular spam.
Strangely if I would like to shake a muscle exactly as it did I would be unable to do so.
I always check the arrow body part of the muscle vibrating and it always related to the one I am focusing on.
I didn't say the one I am doing healing because it's not that.
Computers are real strange things and often this happen to me when I do an email to someone..I am focuse..and zen on this person I think to this or that...then I feel something, and I know for sure it's not me..the arrow of fire I teach me this kind of pain could not be mine.
So after saying I do not want it..or I want it not painfull (and not as a love wave because I do not want any confusion)..I was wondering how could I have it more often..because of course it not always happening.
It's when I am relax..when I do not think it could hapen that it happen.
if I want it, nothing happen.
I know it's link with me being relax but I am simply a personn unable to realx.
For some relaxing is an art..for me its a punsihment..I concentrate as much as I can..and as result I am totally tense and not realx so I miss the point each time I try.
2 days ago I have send an email to someone...someone who do floral acupuncture.
The Lady who teach me how to do it.
Deborah wrote a book I use a lot.
I went on his web site 2 days ago and I was wondering if I could ask her how to increase the occurences of these things I was feeling.
In fact I was shy to ask her...and most of all she would not have a clue.
What a pitty..she seems to be the one more able to answer but I was sure she would have kindly try but could not manage.
So for 2 days...in a part of my brain these questions:
Who could I ask...how could I ask? what should I ask while avoiding to be perceive as stupid?
I feel it's me being close of the one in front (or to who I think about) it's empathy...but a physical dimension of empathy.
And I want to boost this empathy but I didn't know how to for sure, so I am wondering about that.
I think of some essences.One especially Aspen.Its indication or for supertitious personn..or personn doing nightmares.
I am supertitious and for years I have done nightmares and my body show me weakness on this flower so I have take more of it recently.
Aspen deals with occults subjects too.
Ghosts and spirits...Death.
I try to said I am not afraid of death but I am...It's not the death in itself that scare me it , bit it more about it to be painfull.
My grand father has spend months eat alive by cancers (trhoat and lungs)..Dead walking slowly scares me.I rather like when it stike without warning.
I would like to die in a fast maneer ...more ideallly while sleeping if only I could choose.
All this to said Aspen is the essence I use a lot.
Doing healing I may be more concern by the unseen than others.
I believe in it...but I am sure I fear it and that is why I hold it tight and do not use all the potential of this energy...
So from time ot time I try to boost my Aspen level.While doing so I have my questions about how to rise my empathy with others and after all are my electric waves feelings linked with empathy?
Empathy is my only answer but I would love some backup I have to admit..this is the why of the questions I had and was considering to ask to Deborah.
And guess what I just find???
Check this:
Compassion Meditation Changes The BrainCultivating compassion and kindness affects brain regions making potentially a person more empathetic to other peoples' mental states, say researchers at the University of Wisconsin-Madison.
There is something else than Aspen to boost the empathy..so maybe I could try that one.
Kindness is linked with empathy so I simply has to be more kind and I will feel more what I want to feel.
As result of that that mean I am not yet kind enough...because the electric waves are not so many.
If i was reallly kind..I mean really deeply..I would have these electric waves each time I think/meet/touch someone.
So I have to work on my kindness it seems.
Strangely there is an essence for kindness...Centaury.I have take it...But its purpose is to avoid to be too kind..too kind people always meet others taking advantage of their kindness.It has happen to me a lot I have to admit...so being to kind is not always good.
But I was too kind so years so maybe this has damage my brain on a structural level and could explain why I can be sentivite not only on a mental state by now on a physical one.But that is not enough.
Probably combining this with Aspen should be beneficial and would enhance the result?
When I was young my father use a word, he expected to be hurtfull to me.
He said I was sensible but my sensitity for him was a disease.He said I was pathologic and I should be cure.
This is insulting...especially if you are sensitiv.I know he does that to hurt me so I put a lot of though sto it to reject that idea and stick to my conviction: be sensitive is not a default, its not a weakness it is a strengh.
Every time I am able to help someone I could not help thinking this is thank of my sensitivty...and this is not weakness, this is a gift.
I didn't said others what I may feel so when I am spot on they think I am a clever person.
People value cleverness but not sensitivity. Even if they are not my father and won't turn it as a disease or a total weakness.
To very little sensitivity can be considerate.
So I seems to value things others people tend to ignore. but I am going to work on my kindness even more.
In the email you send me yesterday you tell me you are trying so hard not to post about Love.
May Iask you to do the exact oposite here, if you have time and taste for it of course?
I have very little oportunity to read and share about Love.
Maybe if you try not to force you not to post about Love I would catch it.
Your love is just so contagious.Maybe it would make me more kind and make me more empathic ???